Redha

I'm here at the airport, alone. Feeling kinda sad but try to be redha. Redha when my sv still did not want to sign my report. Redha when i miss my flight.

Although its sound pretty hard to accept, but when I had done my best to go through dis... there's a relieve in my heart.

I didnot sleep last night, making ammendment for my report. At 5 am, really sleepy, but i open the TV, drink tea, but still after subuh, i sleep 30 minit.

Arrive at the office, I show him my report, then he say... "Tak capai standard langsung your report, mcam budak kecik buat krangan"... =) i just smile. Then, I said I have to go. He said that he didnot want to sign. So i just left the report to him.

I run, run, run and run. Sampai KL sentral, the bus driver said maybe I'm too late to go to LCCT, so ask me to take taxi wif RM90 fees.

I'm not going to give up, I said to myself. I have 1 hour left.

Finally I arrive 20 minute before departure, but as we all know, Air Asia always give promotion, so its time to pay back. The counter is just close. I beg, beg and beg.. but he just said, ..."saya dah keje 4 tahun kat sini, saya tau la system air asia camne"...

So, i had done my best.. Its time for me to sit, and think. Allah will not test me unless there's something He want to teach me. For me, money is nothing, but the feelin of closer to Allah is precious..

Tawakal kepada Allah Ta’ala ialah menyerahkan urusan kepadaNya, bergantung kepadaNya
dalam semua keadaan, berlepas diri daripada daya upaya sendiri dan bergantung sepenuhnya kepada daya dan kekuatanNya.

Manakala redha ialah berlapang dada atau menerima segala perkara dengan hati yang ikhlas terhadap sesuatu perkara yang telah ditentukan oleh Allah.

Salah satu takrif redha adalah seperti yang disebutkan oleh Ibnu ‘Athoillah as-Sakandari “ Redha ialah hati meyakini qadimnya pilihan Allah Ta’ala terhadap hambaNya iaitu meninggalkan sifat marah ”