mama, let me tell you sumting..

When I was 6,

I still remember how you treat me,
That day, I was so “lupa diri” playing with my cousins,
Until suddenly me and Rafie (my cousin) got an accident,
Blood all over my face,
I still remember, u didn’t sleep that night,
I heard you cried to papa, “Let’s send kakak to specialist”
I know, u can’t afford to see blood still flowed from my cute little body,
I also didn’t sleep that night, but I cried...
I cried not because of the pain, but
because of you mama…

When I was 12,
I still remember how you hug me,
That day I got 5A’s in UPSR,
You hug me, and you whispered to me, “kakak one day become a solehah person”
I remember that, you cooked special dinner to me,
I was full of joy…
I see you smile that day mama…
A really meaningful smile…

When I was 15,
I still remember how you pampered me,
I only got 7A’s in PMR,
When I return home, I cried, cried and cried,
I didn’t want to talk to anyone,
I didn’t want to eat,
I stayed in my room,
But I still remember mama how you “pujuk” me,
You buy me a love cake; you cook me my favorite “tomyam”,
Then, slowly you “suap” me...
I cried mama,
I cried not because of the result, but
because of you mama…

When I was 18,
I still remember how you also cry to me,
I was so “patah hati” with a guy (zaman jahiliyah),
I cried to you on phone,
But suddenly I also heard you also cry,
Then you said to me, “kakak, before this, I have always tell you that, true love is only to Allah”
Mama, I cried again, I cried not because of that guy, but
because of you mama…

Mama, I love you,
I will try not to make you cry again,
I will try to become a solehah person as u wish,
I will try to make you happy, “dunia dan akhirat”…

Oh Allah,
Please take care of mama wherever she is,
Please forgive all her sins,
Please love her,

“Dan Tuhanmu telah memerintahkan agar kamu jangan menyembah selain Dia, dan hendaklah berbuat baik kepada ibubapa” (17:23)

psst: sory eh for the broken english, i only got A (minus) in spm. Special thanks to my english teacher from UK (Ulu Kelantan), Pau.